It’s completely normal considering you’re still trying to learn to deal with each other. You guys have different problems you come across each day & arguing with one another will soon help you guys know what’s go on. Whether it’s an argument over a simple thing such as jealousy or something as big as forgetting a plan, it does help the relationship grow.
(Source: lalalalalacaitlinmay)
You have a whole lot of other girls wanting to be with you, so why should I try and make myself stand out to you? I mean, sure you’re cute, you’re funny, you’re sweet, etc., but what did you do for me? You just told me all these compliments you probably tell every girl you talk to. I didn’t want to be that girl that you’d go to if the other girls weren’t available or didn’t want to talk to you. I just don’t to be your second option, I honestly don’t.
Is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s…
How do I know? Because I still get jealous. I act like I’m over you and everything, but once reality hits me in the face, I know deep down I still care about you. I’m not saying I like this though, the past really hurt me and knowing that I was right about you all along doesn’t help it either. But, I still care, I care whether or not you’ll get hurt.
There’s a part of me wanting to reconnect with them, but there’s another part of me wanting to just let it be. I do miss them, but they’ve found better people to talk to. Often times, I blame myself for drifting from them. I see people drift from one another but mainly from lack of interest in one another or because of an argument. I really wish I didn’t drift from so many people.
You know, when we first met. When we use to take all our time and effort to make each other happy. When we made each other laugh and smile unconditionally. I really miss how we’re so distant with each other now, it’s like.. we’re back to just strangers again. Are you fine with that? Because I know I’m not.
(Source: p3rspect1ve)
